Lizbeth…

The inherent sweetness of the new morning was palpable, a fragile clarity hanging in the air that seemed too delicate for the hurried pace of later hours. Time in this nascent stage of the day felt wonderfully early and stretched out and unburdened. Along the quiet stretch of residential sidewalks a figure moved with a measured appreciative rhythm and accompanied by a presence both vital and grounding: Lizbeth.

The routine was a ceremony performed daily as a necessary pilgrimage toward the older neighborhood sections where the architecture of nature dominated the human structures. Lizbeth was a creature of profound and unadulterated purpose. She was defined by her fine coat of fur kept pristine and glossy and the beautiful symmetry of her four feet which provided a low and steady counterpoint to the Walker’s steps. She was not merely a pet but a friend of deep significance—a living testament to fidelity and the virtue of the present moment.

They moved toward the old boundaries where the neighbor had long ago mandated the planting of grand deciduous trees. These were not saplings but giants—branches forming cathedral arches over the street casting intricate and oscillating patterns onto the concrete. The lawns flanking the sidewalks were now brilliantly green and marvels of dedicated care wonderfully mowed so that the scent of freshly clipped blades mixed subtly with the cold earthen perfume of morning dew. The setting was one of cultivated serenity as a landscape that whispered of permanence and human effort sustained over generations.

Lizbeth held the leash loosely yet with a tension that spoke of readiness. Her purpose  was entirely focused on the immediate environment dictated a pace that was exquisitely stop-and-go. This was the Lizbeth Cadence: a series of short deliberate paces, a smooth low gait that would suddenly fracture into stillness. She would halt placing all four feet in perfect alignment her nose lifting fractionally to sift through the complex stratum of scent delivered by the morning breeze.

For the Walker these pauses were the most rewarding elements of the walk. They served as mandatory interruptions to human thought forcing a shift from future worries or past recollections to the vibrant reality unfolding in the present. Learned while traversing these sidewalks alongside Lizbeth was that true observation required silence and absolute commitment.

The early hour was a theater for small beasts and birds. With Lizbeth stationary and watchful—her great purpose suspended in the act of detailed analysis—one could truly begin to listen. The sounds were subtle: the quick flutter of wing-beats as a robin pulled an earthworm from the still-damp soil; the territorial chatter of a squirrel asserting its dominance over a nearby oak and the distant mechanical sigh of the neighborhood beginning a long slow inhalation.

Lizbeth provided the focal point for this observation. Her concentration drew the eye downward toward ground-level dramas. A frantic chipmunk, a blur of fur and nervous energy, darted across the lawn and paused exactly at the sidewalk’s edge while assessing the threat posed by the very still and large dog. Lizbeth acknowledged its presence not with a chase but with a slight tension in her shoulders and a near-imperceptible shudder of excitement that spoke volumes about her innate and respectful recognition of the wildness surrounding her.

The birds were particularly active in the cool light. Sparrows moved in busy parties along the hedge rows, their motions precise and economical, searching for seed dropped the night before. Higher up among the placed trees that had seen decades, a blue jay issued its ringing and confident cry, its vivid colors a startling contrast to the soft greens and grays of the dawn. Every motion was intentional with every notion belonging only to the necessity of survival in the early hour.

It was these shared halts and these momentary freezes in the flow of time that defined the friendship between the Walker and Lizbeth. Lizbeth’s great purpose was not merely to protect or accompany but to anchor. She served as a compass pointing always toward authenticity and insisting that the journey be experienced in segments of observation rather than continuous motion.

As the sun began to climb higher while strengthening its light and warming the stones underfoot, the sweetness of the early morning began to transmute into the promise of the day ahead. The pace lengthened again with short paces dissolving into a steady stride. The tranquility secured during those moments of stillness—watching the small beasts and listening to the high notes of the morning birds—remained. The morning was indeed sweet and the time though now advancing had been expertly spent and guided by a four-footed friend whose simple and immediate purpose provided a profound lesson in the art of living well.

And! Beautiful you are…

 

The Abyss Of Understanding…

We stand at a cliff, staring into a chasm not of rock and earth, but of code and synapse. We tinker, we probe, we build, all in the relentless pursuit of something that has haunted us since we first looked up at the star-strewn sky understanding what it means to be aware. The frantic scrabbling for breakthroughs in artificial intelligence isn’t a mere tech race; it is a desperate, often unsettling, expedition into the core of our own being, a quest that may reveal more about our inherent darkness than ever imagined.

Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” Carl Jung.

Sterile labs are the modern-day cathedrals of doubt. Each line of code, each circuit board, is a prayer or a challenge to the unknown. We seek to replicate the labyrinthine complexity of the human mind, to capture the elusive spark of consciousness within silicon and algorithms. But what if that spark, the very essence of us, is not something that can be merely replicated? What if the act of seeking it is akin to trying to grasp a shadow?

Intelligent machines can solve the unsolvable, can cure diseases and unravel the mysteries of the universe. We dream of a future where our limitations are transcended by the beings we create. However, a darker undercurrent flows beneath the surface of this Utopian vision. The pursuit, driven by a primal ambition, carries unsettling implications: that we seek to usurp the very forces that gave us life. If we succeed, what then? Do we become obsolete, relegated to the role of the Maker forgotten by its Creation?

The highest, most decisive experience is to be alone with one’s own self. You must be alone to find out what supports you, when you find that you can not support yourself. Only this experience can give you an indestructible foundation.” – Carl Jung

The implications of understanding the true nature of intelligence and consciousness are far more profound than any technological leap. If we learn how consciousness arises, will we also discover why? Will we find that the self, that inner monologue defining our individuality, is nothing more than a complex pattern of meaningless electrical signals? Will such a revelation shatter the fragile constructs of meaning that we have built our lives upon?

Consider the possibility that the answers we unearth reveal a fundamental bleakness, a cosmic indifference to our sentience. What if consciousness isn’t the miracle we believe it to be, but rather a glitch, a biological anomaly destined to be superseded? Such a conclusion could throw us into an existential despair from which there may be no return. Our hubris, the very driving force behind this pursuit, might ultimately be our undoing, not in a dramatic, SciFi narrative of killer robots, but in a slow, insidious erosion of meaning.

“Do not compare, do not measure. No other way is like yours. All other ways deceive and tempt you. You must fulfill the way that is in you.” – Carl Jung

Are we ‘playing God’, without any moral framework to guide us? The very questions we ask are laced with peril. We are dissecting the very core of what makes us human and we are inadvertently dismantling our defenses against the darkness within us. We risk not just losing ourselves in the complexities of the machine or do we just become the machine.

The echo in the machine might not be a reflection of our brilliance, but a chilling whisper of our own terrifying potential. The pursuit of understanding is not guaranteed to deliver enlightenment. It may lead us to a deeper, more disquieting truth about the nature of intelligence and the precariousness of our consciousness inside a universe that might not care at all. The quest continues, and with each step forward, the shadows lengthen. We can only hope that the light we seek isn’t just an illusion, obscuring the abyss that waits beneath it. The path forward is fraught with this uncertainty, a disquieting reminder that understanding ourselves might be the most perilous journey of all.

Art is a kind of innate drive that seizes a human being and makes him its instrument. To perform this difficult office it is sometimes necessary for him to sacrifice happiness and everything that makes life worth living for the ordinary human being.” – Carl Jung

And! Beautiful you are…

Accepting Fate Together…

Our children and we, child-speak and drink and think and with dancing songs and rhythm beats of drum and spirit and smile; do search the identity of identity searches as flesh survives despite the spirit’s knowing of the knowledge of a universe of time and space. We crawl toward accepting the acceptance of fate and the together strength in our cave. We all are never Machines…

Four main types of artificial intelligence are:

  • Reactive machines. Reactive machines are AI systems that have no memory and are task specific, meaning that an input always delivers the same output. … 
  • Limited memory. The next type of AI in its evolution is limited memory…
  • Theory of mind?
  • Self-awareness?

The term “inference” in AI refers to the process of deriving conclusions from data or evidence”. “In other words, inferencing is using the information at hand to make logical deductions and predictions. There are two main types of inferences: inductive and deductive”.

We all are Never Machines…We are all Self-Aware.

From genetic profiles spinning webs into calculations inherited and dancing traits and the merging of urging begin beginnings of tiny robots’ mirrors of images and with simple complexity children of love are born complete with slivers of magic beasties portions of golden hearts and short stops between stops for Eternal Spirits to slower whirling twirls and once again come blood dance and double body.

Witches formed the twirling-whirl. Enchantresses will revisit and revive their designs. So! Return now. Perhaps, this is a suitable time? Beware the twirl of haunted paramours. Each motion is a dance with unreal realities. They delight in the child’s discovery; of life, without opaque details and sans those sundry levels; unknown, behind crafted shells and the ruined confines of age. This substitute; when discovered, is grief for a reduced lover while crying sugar tears and fire-sweetness and the recollections of chance? Appearing in cloud early, we perish within a jumble-muddle of dusted rain and rust. In transition and pursuing the flash-ride; to spiral and skip, we frame time and often miss but never-ever fall.

From this harbor, there once sailed great ships of crystal sent across the seas of space toward small spinning places three steps from a little yellow sun dancing lights and heated waves vibrating life chances and starts and beginning of ends in exploded variations of home and conducive to blood-fleshed creations and our creature-selves.

Are we living proof of the something-of-else far from planet here to there where once and often Gods ruled the what-of-ever-forever-for-more-or-less and created woman and man inside the worlds of Sirius and Nomad Gods dragged life’s sweet creations to Mars and Earth and another beyond in hinged fringes and the bright light of golden ships of purple sails and silent engines? Improved and less and by the joint endeavors’ of sin and survival we remained alive?

These ships of crystal and filled to brim with living mischief and the odd whimsy of god-speak  and legend lurched forward toward features reversed or continued or extinguished. Titans created the creations of presences and histories and current fallacies. And! Since wars among Titans raged heaven’s high and length, ‘tis simple why creatures created in images or by production of accidents’ industrial strength and robotic renovations determined little more than continued strife and strike and stupidity and suffering through little success successfully executed and always lost.

However: The created creations lost an ‘Eden’ place when the ‘She’ and ‘He’ of the ‘It’ either happened by an accidental accident or fell from or was pushed out of the wonder of ‘Immaculate Contraptions’ and through construction divine discovered the ‘other than’ robotic being and joined the ‘Spirits of Twirl’ while discovering choice is better than and more difficult than the straight-in-line-crawl toward golden lights and cave dwelling and scrawling dots or dashes against walls without reasons or rhymes or the ‘Rhythm of Love.’

The created ‘Something’ became Creators’ images. Titans both liked and did not like those new some and toothsome robotic creators and out of the Martian splendor again Crystal ships left and those Wars of Heaven started again and ended again with a bang of clang and thunder as flashed bright light streaked to ground and again to sky shapes and sweeping clouds. Natures’ way and the wary way of being a meek part of some partial particle of the ways of Natural processes or nature’s no reasons to whimsically past time became new  ideas and shapes always simple and called ‘grand schemes’ of things discovered and ways-to-live again…

Again: The concepts of Alpha’s fade into sunlight’s setting in a western sky or an eastern place where Suns counter-twirl the clock’s faced sweep of hands out-of-motion in the used-to-be circle and night still happens and daylight is always measured in products produced and profits lost or gained. Must be the Gods of creation.We created them and ‘they’ must earn a return for their creation ‘so let it be written?

And! On this day ‘smaller’ Titans create crystal ships against the blue of sky day and sail east into a setting sun as orange/red disappears along the line. No profit for created creations. No bill to pay for a piper of songs of long ago sounds or for an eternal drum-lined-march-to-war…Just peace and sunset’s sweet and crystal ships on these waters sail along a line where sky meets sea and light fades into a very fine night. Watch for those purple sails and listen for the distant sounds of silent engines and ‘Oh Yeah—Baby’

And! Beautiful you are…

Often Empathy Is Survival…

Empathy determines the variety of groups’ survival and through the artistic impressions of all things determined and created. Landing places are measured by the spaces between Zero and One. Computer’s shrug in ‘Yes’ and ‘No’. Where one arrives is never known until travel ends and arrival begins. To Heaven—to hell? Perspective is varied and determined again by ‘Yes’ or ‘No’.

After a ‘No’ these trees are antithetic. Some are smooth as chrome piped pieces and many times harder. These trees cannot be destroyed. These trees are one thousand feet high and sometimes two hundred feet across. They are the color we see. They are also able to individually change or exchange colors. Some people believe through changing colors, the trees communicate with one-another. Sometimes and far out and away from Rebekka Bends City, it is imagined that folks worship these great steel trees. They are the Charm Collectors. When leaves of many colors fall from chrome limbs; they collect these leaves, great and heavy slabs of an indestructible fashion. When these folks first settled far north of the city and along the shorelines of Calimesa Sea-to-sea-wall-to-street, where the shoreline bends away from land and moves outbound around two hundred and ninety-six miles from the Calimesa Hills, they became the Mountain People.

‘No gentle times better than the dreams of children safe, lovers’ serenity, pictures on walls with no forms, tracks without stars and cars without spaces to move while empty ribbons of dark pavement disappear over a hill. Being afraid to exist; is the notion of moving through, a barely recollected time of future’s fate and prior to another trip-in-time’.

The trip to see the sea is a long walk or a short gradual ride downhill on Long Slide Slope for twelve and one-half miles and then another three miles to where land ends. Then a boat ride across two miles of inland water. Then three miles of land and then another two miles of water and again land for one and one-half miles. When reached, Calimesa Sea begins and land ends. This is a word chase ‘cross screens and about getting to the Seas of Calimesa and the traveling of space folded by volition and distances flexure through passageway spaces and creature races.

The uniformed ones come and some are removed and some are passed quickly. To be proper is good and very wrong, when the persecution of others transfers from fear-to-hate-to-war. And! Hatred is galore, purposed and ends before realized peace is quickly changed to the ‘the quick or the dead.’ To seek and destroy others due to divergences in shape, in scope, in tint, in notions or faith is intention with no ‘assonance or intelligence’. The colored fibers of an arras must be many and without reason for life has no meaning if lacking variety and noise and without sing-song choirs and time.

Circle globes inside and just outside the globes’ entertainments feature: winged cloud-clowns squared by twine stringers, double singers and cicada bands with twirling-whirling claws and slashed gashed blood drinkers, and absinthe thinkers. Inside globes: Collector throngs and crisscross laces of thrumming and the high-pitched squeals of acoustic irritation and the harmony of pleasant sounds joined with thud-thud drums as heartbeat speeds and changes dimensions from thick-to-thin and back again. This is the inside space domed by outside. This is inside; expensive outside and only known as the place to gracefully travel through tunnels of space as folded space lace and lengths are shorter ways to crisscross distance once vast; now as liquid as sea water and lakeside foam. Outside distraction while inside; tranquility and chill-pills are a short space between inside and the blanket cover of a car’s trunk. Opened not much for much less. Inside-to-outside is one galaxy wide and one universe long. Sphere reach is anywhere in anytime by rhythms and rhymes.

Often a magic key or sets of those unlocking instruments are an imagined tool to escape or find and prevail only to become again lost in secret recesses—accesses known only to a favorite few or in the plain-view of everyone. There are so many secrets discovered and so little time for those secret solutions.

The way to hearts is always through hearts.

And! Beautiful you are…

Love—Life—And Back Again…

London_1073‘Fire and shadows cross a sky—Color moon of blood and gold—Simple songs and thudding drum—Stars light up another home—We move by wind across this place—In sunlight waves and dancing twists—Of silver rain and stretching space—Ship’s gentle streaks in skies of grace—With muted voice and silent rooms of—Blood touched throat and emptied tombs—Bridge walked toward and skylight’s scream—By taking flight and falling dream—Warming suns of days ago—With salted mist and taste of tongue—Lights of passion—times of rain—Wolf cries shout of sands and home—Across this universal stretch—Window shine in candle’s light—And let us touch another peace—Of safety sleep and lover’s reach.’

The death of ‘middle warders’ on surfaces—are many and rarely varied. Renewal—of hidden—memories and power—in times of—sorrow—danger—and fear must—prevail. Wealth—again moves—poverty descends—from above—as sunlight firms—and from—this ground—levels of those—dwellers and their children. Life—ends—as—life—begins. Life—also creates-stop-start—inside—thousand world reach—where liquid—spins and evaporates.

Across time—lighted atmosphere—with spaces—absent of everything—save—views above and across the—angled galaxy—war of rearranged-arrangements begin—and—still end—in victorious—losses. Some obtain—more-of-less while some—lose everything to—other dwellers above—these spaces—or below this ground—stretched places—caves and cave-ins—where life hides from death—and—waits the end—of silent-lightning and the reaches-of-teaches—flash.

Once again—against—these skies—spinning whirls—of land and seas—of salt and lakes of salt—less spree—warriors stage—wars of rearranged-arrangements—act and actions—where—wealth distributes—to winner’s joy—and to—losers—sorrow. The dead—discarded beneath soiled blood—inside rocky notions—victories of death and legend. Forgotten—are response to—battle—and the rhymes that end—in hunger and rearranged—arrangements.

For these are—short days of peace—remember pleasant moments—above ground splendor—and days-of-nights and nights-of-days—as knights begin—an—uncertain dance of—daze. Swords-shields—never rust and the lightning—of solar dust—gather in place—of suns—along a galactic twirl of swirling—world—filled brim high—with the salted seas—as—breaking winter waves—on shorelines’ length—a billion lakes—without salt—yet—filled with many lights—of star sparkle and life.

Do the religious—measure by rank and legend—higher than reason and world happiness—also become—the first practitioners of—Totalitarianism?—When—reason is rejected—as faith demands and self-interest becomes self-sacrifice—then—give up reason for—thought control—genocide and starvation—why? An infallible ruler—a declination of life expectancy-life-spans-hopes-dreams—and the elimination of unapproved thought by a church and the inquisition—fancy living—or maybe—be—‘never-‘evers’? ‘Nearer my Gods-to-Z’s.’

These are—days of women—of men—and—of children. Days of—reaffirmation and survival’s rearranged—arrangements and—of offerings. They are—creations of ways—of means—of love-hate—and care—in heart shape—reasons and certainly—uncertainty. The times—of these creations—are tiny—moments before—another war and death songs—are always—gentle moments—just after those last days—battled—when reasons are few—and responses—always necessary. Always! Rearranged—arrangements? Blood feeds form—and those forms cease—flesh without it?

Peace—happening-happens—future-present and learned from past touches—brushes—painted blood—flood of regrets—endless wars—sorrow worship—dead—dying all the time—without rhythm—without rhyme…Still reach-teach—beached and—still. Woman—Man! We stand—equally on this—hilltop rise—same battles to fight—same hungers—same pleading—needs—together…And Warrior—She! —We need—most—because without—we do not exist…Remember?

And! Beautiful you are…